Friday, February 25, 2011



Seriously.
haha .
britney spears & christina aglra said she's bratty.
but seriously.
deyre speakin of demselves.
hus de bitch?
dnt u knw she wrote de 'Breakaway'lyrics for kelly clarkson?
@least she writes her own song.

Thursday, February 24, 2011




AHHH!
Gonna work 4 LIZ CLAIRBORNE!
despo company.
hahhaks.
told dem next month.
dey beg me 2 sign de contract & work de nxt day.-.-
i told dem ill sign de contaract nxt wk.
dey expected 2day.
so im goin 2mrw.
hahahks.
dey expected me 2 start workin on monday nw.
im startin on tues.
mwahahha.
im askin 4 higher pay den levis anw.
same company wadd?!
uu want me.
u gotta stand me.
bye lovess~
i gt 4 ppl bookin 2 go out wif me alone nxt wk.
haha.


im gettin more insane.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Hahahaks.
I woke upp feelin crazy & high.
Dont mind me.
u guys can spam/sms me.
i wont get mad.
Seriously.i cant even stp laughin.
expect me 2 talk crappp!
I wont get serious.
ill confess dat ive been lovin ya!

hahaks.idk wADD THE HELL am i talkin bout.
byees~
!

Sunday, February 20, 2011





Had enough of u tryin 2 b nice in1 sec & mean 2 me in de next sec.

GO AHEAD darlins.blame me all u want.accuse me all u want.
ill juz apologize 2 all of u & get over it.
&den u'll make it all de way 2 my hatred list.
Seriously.think.my fault dat he's acting lyke dat?
my fuckin fault 4 still caring?
my fault dat he cried in front of u guys?
4 gawds sake.he can treat me lyke a ragdoll by breakin up wif me evrytyme
he's angry/stress &patch bck wif me anyttyme he feels lyke it....
THEN WADD THE FUCK BOUT ME?AM II SUPZE 2 PUT UP WITH ALL OF THESE?
@ least i dont try 2 mke hym jealous.
@least i dnt posted crap everyday bout de way i feel,all bout de relationship stuff on FB.
I had enough.
@least i move on.
@ least i dnt spam call ppl 24/7
and call their home @ 1/2am juz 2 wake my family up & get dem fuckin piss off.
U 1 me 2 stp smokin.whers de fuckin encouragement?
U gve me all thse notes on hw 2 help sme1 2 stp smkin.
all i read was encouragemnt frm frens.
wadd did i received frm u instead?
"wadds de pt of u quiting?u'll never quit no matter hw hard u try"
u even scolded me after i cut dwn on de sticks.
so seriously,wadds de fuckin point?
might as well smoke all i want rytee.
ure still not gonna stop screamin @ my face.
scold me all u 1.

do u rem last yr wen u 1ce blamed shaz 4 accidently disturbin ur napp tyme?
& hw she cried?
dnt u realized hw other gals flare up evrytime u blame dem?
u Gt a talent 4 hurtin gals 2 the core when ure angry.
and u still expect me 2 put up wif dis?
i kept my mouth shadd 4 a very long tyme.
i protected ur fuckin name for yrs.
owning up for evry single mistake u did in sch & evrytin.
while u acted all miserable & say hw im lyke dis & dat.the things i do.& de reason y our relationship doesnt work out.
i told u nt to call after 10 and did u listen 2 me?
do u evn care if i get beaten up juz bcoz of u?
dont u tink ure selfish?
i really had engh of u.
i had enough prblms 2 handle @ hme.
I had enough of u,ur galfrens hu so called feels.... pity 4 u.ur guy frens.wadsoever.

u knw im goin thru alot of stuff.
seriously.u aint helpin wif anytin
u juz add more prblms.


im sick of everytin.
im runnin a temp again.
thanx 4 givin me heartache evrynite.u & ur frens.
u can drink & punch de walls.
but hell,u knw wadd im fuckin capable of.
dis tyme u cant stp me frm doin things i wanna do.


haiz.wtf's wrg wif my appetite?

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Im sick of eatin out.
y cant i juz stay in bed all day longg~
went out wif dad n his 2nd wife juz nw.
nw i gotta go out wif mum.
shoppin ytd was horriblee.
damn tiring.
i gave sme of my pay 2 my parents.2 my sis.
2 my grandparents.dey said dat it wasnt rytee.
coz im hadlin my own bills& food plus givin dem money.
isnt dat wadd my parents supze 2 do.
'well.everytin isnt ryte wen it comes 2 dis family.so wadds de point?'
well i stopped workin@levis a lng tyme ago.
juz received my pay ytd...& im still gettin some more in few wks.
funny u knw.i keep gettin paid evn after i stpd workin 4 dem.
i miss levis.i knw dey luvv me:))
i can still rem all de jeans codes...! 5numbers for de model no,another 5 for de colour code!
try memorizin hundreds of jean's codes....48258-05703.funn rytee?
an example of a lady's jeanns.hw bout de cuttin? slim straight?bootcut?skinny bootcut?straight?skinny?hw bout de curves?
demi curve?slight curve?bold curve?letz nt talk bout de guy's jeans.im in lovee wif levis.
datz y i tk in de effort 2 do all these things.
wonder hw i became de manager's fave in la few wks?hahax!
& de staff alwaes came 2 me wen servin de ladies jeans/or smetimes guys ...juz bcoz dey couldnt find it.
dey juz gotta scream 2 me de 10/11 numbers,& i can tell dem where exactly dat particular jean is & wadd sizes r available.
btw.i gt another great ability.i can tell ur size juz by lookin @ ur waist...w/o evn measurin.
dis was y alot of customers came lkin 4 me.i suprised dem wif all of my abilities:))
im creepy.coz juz by glancin @ u,i can tell ur characteristics,ur abilities frm ur features,all ur clothes sizes..& juz simply,wadd kind of
person u r.
i juz wanna wrk @levis again.no idea if i hv de tyme 2.
i can fold up 2 7 cartons of jeans in few hrs:))zul was suprised.
each carton contains 50 pairs.pinnin de sensors was de only thing i dislike.
& thrwin de cartons afterwards?i gt a secret;) guys do it 4 me evrytyme.
sth de staff is still curious about....de speed of me disposin thse cartons awy.
besides dat,customer service is vry simple.
& i can open up vip easily.
hahax sorry darlins!
i juz fuckin miss levis.

I earn bout 2-3k in a mnth workin 4 levis.
ill earn bout 6k if i were 2 work 4 my dad.
I still can work 4 my other family's generation business.
but y am i still studyin?
coz i wanna beat de crap out of my own dad.

.

itz possible.

& honestly i dnt 1 2 b de odd 1 out.
i gt a fuckin big generation.
evry single 1 owns a business.
evn in australia.
dnt b suprised dat most of de malay restaurants/evn all thse stalls @ banquet
@evry shoppin malls belongs 2 my family's generation.evn sme cafe's.
so really,u tink u knw evrytin bout me?
im sorry.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Dad finally returned home ytd nite.
I hate ppl disturbin my slp.spammin calls btw.
den call my hse fon @ 1/2am in de mornin.
gettin me in2 trouble.
Enough alryte?
its Valentine's day 2day.
Not plannin 2 go anywher.
gotta myt mary ann 2mrw mornin 2 collect my cheque.haiz.
im in love.Itz a new love baby.
Im pretty upset ryte now.wif evry1.wif evrytin.
Im sorry.pretty dissapointed wif evry1 as well.
btw,why do i get jealous soo easily?
why am i suchh a sensitive gal?
U hurt me well.

Monday, February 7, 2011

It huurrts.alot.
but gotta thrw hym awy.
not deservin any of dis.
v's juz commentd on his FB.
great isnt it?
He gve me nitemares ytd.
bout everytin.
i curled up on bed all alone...cryin helplessslllyyy these few days.
wonderin wen will my bdy get bck 2 itz original temp.
of course i dun nid hym.
pretendin 2 loathe some1 dat u love is hard.





Gimme dis & ill b suree 2 fall in luvv wif u.



Only 4o ppl r allwd 2 visit my blog.
datz de max &min.
but ders this 2 FREAKIN GUYS i hv2 keep on invitin(like 1ce a mnth)
idk wadd mkes dem so special
but i still cnt figure out y my invitation keeps on expiring 4 de both of dem.
Jason's de worst.(coz u knw.u cnt stp buggin me wen it comes2 dis!)
Jason & Jackson.
De gay Js'
:D
No offence darlins!