Sometimes you juz dont feel lyke opening up.

im not ready for anytin

im juz lettin my astrology do de bloggin.

May 19, 2011

Daily Horoscope for Cancer

Life is a bit harder to take today — but that’s okay, because you are just as tough as ever. In fact, you can handle life’s extremes much more easily than usual, so don’t shy away from anything big.

Daily FinanceScopes for Cancer

Just knowing you have the power to turn things around is sometimes all you need to actually do it. It’s not bluster if you believe it yourself. The more confidence you have in your ability to turn this adversity into blessing, the more likely you will do just that.

Daily Single's LoveScopes for Cancer

You’re blessed with the talent to give bad situations positive outcomes. Even the most hardcore opponents are no match for your spirit. On a day like today, you get what you want — and make everyone else feel the same way.

I miss my real mum.
my 1st n only mum.
itz been 2 months.
I need her.
y didnt she signed over my name?
she did a mistake.
she didnt claimed dat i belong her.
look now wad happen to us.
now look wad hapend 2 me.
Sunday is mothers day.
It juz.hurts too much.
things happen everyday.
shld i? go 2 her nw?
shld i go 2 romeo nw?
He's not even takin me in.
n leave a freakin 'on leave' letter 2 my bgcl parents?
y is my life so fuckin screwed up ?!
Im tired of hidin.
shld i revealed de truth @ last?
go 2 de authorities b4 i runaway?
siao.

hahaahks.im juz a lost gal aint i?
we'll c by monday.
im gonna pack my stuff by 2nite.
itz gonna b easier 4 me 2 walk out.
i had enough of everytin.
wadds my offense?
being born?

i hate myself thanx 2 dem.
i juz wanna end dis thing.
1 way or another.

Hey.sth new everyday.
dnt u tink so?
i juz found out my dad physically abused my babysis while i was gone over de weekends.
my ulcers r nt gettin better anw.
n i guess 2mrw ill b dead.
hahakx.
a gud way 2 introduce my bf n my gf ASAP.
w/o lettin dem knw @1st.
hahaks.
so ill get killed by my dear Sara 2mrw:D
n ders another stalker in my list.
u knw wadd de fuck he sent as a FB message?
its weird n unique frm all my other stalkers.
so dis was wad he sent me.
"i dont like not being straight forward, can i have ur num?=D text me then 97108070"

yeah..itz lyke --"
grow up ppl.

n sara did actually extended her hand 2 her left.i saw dat.
dnt u realized dat?coz wen she ddid dat,her hand was directly infrnt of me.
n if dat ball landed on my face idiot,dnt blame me .
im nt talkin bout few.but MOST.

treat me like de way u want me 2 treat u.

IM not @ home.
I DONT WANNA GO HOME !

Anywhere but home.
but i still havent completed any of my assignments.
haiz.
n gotta study unit 1 ryte.
suckish much.

QImmy,dont feel down.
im alwaess here 4 u :)
u can talk 2 me bout anytin :)


love you dear.
sorry 4 spendin 2 muchh.
i juz bought a few keychains 4 u wif ur name written on it,
n a cool casual pants made frm batik juz 4 u 2 wear @ home.
i juz lyke de design.idc if u lyke it/nnt.

i juz simply bought sth 4 every1.
which is alot 4 me 2 carry :/

niitez. off @ 3am.

btw.where de hell is my Sara? :/

I love you.
Readin ur post breaks my heart.
everytin juz do.
i view de world in a diff way den every1 else.
im sorry dear.

so im back.
i ate n slp n shop n ate n slp n shp non stop.
n puked in de bs otw home.
im home early coz i was gettin sickkkeerr.
sux.
oh well.
im back.
n kinda heartbroken.
wher r my healers?


n y r u boys spammin my fb messages?
-cuz ure afraid of gettin caught;by one another :/

Hey.
im so damn tired.
totally exhausted.
n im missin my romeo pretty badly.
couuldnt stp tinkin bout hym 24/7.
im so loveesick.
so i bought lotz of stuff.4 hym n my frens mostly.
my loved ones alwaes comes first:) dis includes u,SARA.
ive been wonderin hw my Sara's doin.did any1 confronted her/sth?
im in de hotel ryte nw n itz only 11am.
I LOVE MY BED :D
ders evn an extra sofa bed on my left :D
i wasnt expectin any prostika over here.
my impression of the gals here r pretty simple n innocent.
till i met 1 juz nw.GAWD.it all started juz bcz of a bastard anw.
i had enough of ppl showin attitude.
so i juz tld my godmum hw immature deyre.
i alr spent 1k so itz bout 5oo bucks.
i spent 200 @ jb even b4 reachin here -.-
so much 4 savin upp.
haiz.
n of all de tour buses i tk,dis is de 1st tyme i gt frozen inside de tour bus.
i couldnt breathe well after spending juz 5mins in de bus.
we were inside de bus from 9pm to 7am de nxt day b4 de sun decided 2 unfreeze me.
i was wearing 2 layers of long sleeve black shirt(juz hopin it wld radiate as much heat as possible),a jacket,n a big blanket 2 cover de whole of me.
but still,i went out of de bus wif blue lips,migrane n chest pain.my legs even decided nt 2 walk
had 2 spent 20mins infront of de bus b4 i cld barely walk again.
n im not dat stupid engh nt 2 complain.i did.
juz dat de driver tld me dat was de warmest temp. unless i wanna decrease de temp n get frozen 2 death.
so de nxt thing i did was 2 cover de aircons wif their curtains :D it improved abit:)
my body's still aching.2mrw i hav 2 wake up @ 6am -.-
i love you sweetheart.i do really hope my romeo n Sara are perfectly fine.
i miss my Shabdarbay Romeo Smith. Waddeva can i do?

muacks.nitez.