I love you.
Readin ur post breaks my heart.
everytin juz do.
i view de world in a diff way den every1 else.
im sorry dear.

so im back.
i ate n slp n shop n ate n slp n shp non stop.
n puked in de bs otw home.
im home early coz i was gettin sickkkeerr.
sux.
oh well.
im back.
n kinda heartbroken.
wher r my healers?


n y r u boys spammin my fb messages?
-cuz ure afraid of gettin caught;by one another :/

Hey.
im so damn tired.
totally exhausted.
n im missin my romeo pretty badly.
couuldnt stp tinkin bout hym 24/7.
im so loveesick.
so i bought lotz of stuff.4 hym n my frens mostly.
my loved ones alwaes comes first:) dis includes u,SARA.
ive been wonderin hw my Sara's doin.did any1 confronted her/sth?
im in de hotel ryte nw n itz only 11am.
I LOVE MY BED :D
ders evn an extra sofa bed on my left :D
i wasnt expectin any prostika over here.
my impression of the gals here r pretty simple n innocent.
till i met 1 juz nw.GAWD.it all started juz bcz of a bastard anw.
i had enough of ppl showin attitude.
so i juz tld my godmum hw immature deyre.
i alr spent 1k so itz bout 5oo bucks.
i spent 200 @ jb even b4 reachin here -.-
so much 4 savin upp.
haiz.
n of all de tour buses i tk,dis is de 1st tyme i gt frozen inside de tour bus.
i couldnt breathe well after spending juz 5mins in de bus.
we were inside de bus from 9pm to 7am de nxt day b4 de sun decided 2 unfreeze me.
i was wearing 2 layers of long sleeve black shirt(juz hopin it wld radiate as much heat as possible),a jacket,n a big blanket 2 cover de whole of me.
but still,i went out of de bus wif blue lips,migrane n chest pain.my legs even decided nt 2 walk
had 2 spent 20mins infront of de bus b4 i cld barely walk again.
n im not dat stupid engh nt 2 complain.i did.
juz dat de driver tld me dat was de warmest temp. unless i wanna decrease de temp n get frozen 2 death.
so de nxt thing i did was 2 cover de aircons wif their curtains :D it improved abit:)
my body's still aching.2mrw i hav 2 wake up @ 6am -.-
i love you sweetheart.i do really hope my romeo n Sara are perfectly fine.
i miss my Shabdarbay Romeo Smith. Waddeva can i do?

muacks.nitez.

Loves.
I am nice.
I can b sweet.
I can get flirty.
But Ill never lose my personality.
so dont ever get on my nerves.

Im not lyke those gals out der.

treat me lyke hw u want me to treat cha.

N i found my fon !
Thanx guys !! :p

I LOST MY FON.
again.

Seriously missing it. :'(
i was ready 2 punch de gal's face 4 takin my fon.
once i get to knw it lyke mayb 2mrw ? xD
till my romeo freakin tld me it's a guy u tk it.
so i changed my mind bout punchin de person's face.
not gonna sacrifice my face for a fon.

I STILL WANT MY FON BACK.

Gonna go Lib again 2mrw mornin.
mayb dey kindly left it @ de service counter.
juz maybe:/
Im pretty damn upset.
2 de core,loves.
Byes.

U knnw wadd darlin?
no one said those words 2 me b4.
i never said those stuff to u b4.
coz i knw hw much it hurts.
u went over my limits.
hw wld u feel if i were 2 say those things 2 ya?
re-read all ur sennt messages.
im sorry love,u dont even hav a heart.
of all de things we gone thru,
u still dont apreciate me.
hu's selfish?me or u?
u demand too much frm me.

n 2 my other ex,im sorry,im not lookin bck.im movin on.

Im not lyke any other gals.
Ull realized im different once u get 2 knw me.
but im still lyke dem in some ways.
i get hurt.
i cry.
but i dont ask 4 help.
not anymore.
i look @ things differently.
wadd can i do.
to get hym back again.
ytd class bbq was @ vivo.
de plc upstairs.
lucky i didnt go.
it reminds me of de tyme we spend everyday after my work.
we were link 2gether.
mayb he juz didnt realize dat.
of de way we hold on 2 each other.
i cant stand ppl scoldin/blamin me.
im sorry dat i hurt hym.
wadd about our precious days @ NEX?
wadd bout de times we spent 2gether @his hse?
im pretty insane.
i can continue slashin my chest.
i get outburst every nw n den.
all of a sudden i cried while using de comp.
pretendin 2 b ok chattin wif de others.
i nid some1.i nid a shoulder 2 cry on.i juz want 2 wet sme1's shirt.
but de only person i want it 2 b is juz....hym.
ya tebya lyublyu,Prosti menya.

He broke up wif me.
It feels weird...2 b single....seriously.
My other ex still cant stp spammin evrytin.
Im hungry n i juz woke up.
If only sme1's so freakin kind engh 2 cook 4 me.
btw.i spent alot on chocolates @ candylicious ytd.
yummy:>