Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Heyy Ladyy Gaga,u gt a bulkkyyy boddyy.
n facee.
plz stp dancin.
it creeps me n my luv 1s out.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

ARTS?! u kiddin me? hahax.
u cant survive doin arts in spore.
letz watch u die.
Ipagyabang.
ure de only 1 love.



Friday, February 25, 2011



Seriously.
haha .
britney spears & christina aglra said she's bratty.
but seriously.
deyre speakin of demselves.
hus de bitch?
dnt u knw she wrote de 'Breakaway'lyrics for kelly clarkson?
@least she writes her own song.

Thursday, February 24, 2011




AHHH!
Gonna work 4 LIZ CLAIRBORNE!
despo company.
hahhaks.
told dem next month.
dey beg me 2 sign de contract & work de nxt day.-.-
i told dem ill sign de contaract nxt wk.
dey expected 2day.
so im goin 2mrw.
hahahks.
dey expected me 2 start workin on monday nw.
im startin on tues.
mwahahha.
im askin 4 higher pay den levis anw.
same company wadd?!
uu want me.
u gotta stand me.
bye lovess~
i gt 4 ppl bookin 2 go out wif me alone nxt wk.
haha.


im gettin more insane.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Hahahaks.
I woke upp feelin crazy & high.
Dont mind me.
u guys can spam/sms me.
i wont get mad.
Seriously.i cant even stp laughin.
expect me 2 talk crappp!
I wont get serious.
ill confess dat ive been lovin ya!

hahaks.idk wADD THE HELL am i talkin bout.
byees~
!

Sunday, February 20, 2011





Had enough of u tryin 2 b nice in1 sec & mean 2 me in de next sec.

GO AHEAD darlins.blame me all u want.accuse me all u want.
ill juz apologize 2 all of u & get over it.
&den u'll make it all de way 2 my hatred list.
Seriously.think.my fault dat he's acting lyke dat?
my fuckin fault 4 still caring?
my fault dat he cried in front of u guys?
4 gawds sake.he can treat me lyke a ragdoll by breakin up wif me evrytyme
he's angry/stress &patch bck wif me anyttyme he feels lyke it....
THEN WADD THE FUCK BOUT ME?AM II SUPZE 2 PUT UP WITH ALL OF THESE?
@ least i dont try 2 mke hym jealous.
@least i dnt posted crap everyday bout de way i feel,all bout de relationship stuff on FB.
I had enough.
@least i move on.
@ least i dnt spam call ppl 24/7
and call their home @ 1/2am juz 2 wake my family up & get dem fuckin piss off.
U 1 me 2 stp smokin.whers de fuckin encouragement?
U gve me all thse notes on hw 2 help sme1 2 stp smkin.
all i read was encouragemnt frm frens.
wadd did i received frm u instead?
"wadds de pt of u quiting?u'll never quit no matter hw hard u try"
u even scolded me after i cut dwn on de sticks.
so seriously,wadds de fuckin point?
might as well smoke all i want rytee.
ure still not gonna stop screamin @ my face.
scold me all u 1.

do u rem last yr wen u 1ce blamed shaz 4 accidently disturbin ur napp tyme?
& hw she cried?
dnt u realized hw other gals flare up evrytime u blame dem?
u Gt a talent 4 hurtin gals 2 the core when ure angry.
and u still expect me 2 put up wif dis?
i kept my mouth shadd 4 a very long tyme.
i protected ur fuckin name for yrs.
owning up for evry single mistake u did in sch & evrytin.
while u acted all miserable & say hw im lyke dis & dat.the things i do.& de reason y our relationship doesnt work out.
i told u nt to call after 10 and did u listen 2 me?
do u evn care if i get beaten up juz bcoz of u?
dont u tink ure selfish?
i really had engh of u.
i had enough prblms 2 handle @ hme.
I had enough of u,ur galfrens hu so called feels.... pity 4 u.ur guy frens.wadsoever.

u knw im goin thru alot of stuff.
seriously.u aint helpin wif anytin
u juz add more prblms.


im sick of everytin.
im runnin a temp again.
thanx 4 givin me heartache evrynite.u & ur frens.
u can drink & punch de walls.
but hell,u knw wadd im fuckin capable of.
dis tyme u cant stp me frm doin things i wanna do.


haiz.wtf's wrg wif my appetite?

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Im sick of eatin out.
y cant i juz stay in bed all day longg~
went out wif dad n his 2nd wife juz nw.
nw i gotta go out wif mum.
shoppin ytd was horriblee.
damn tiring.
i gave sme of my pay 2 my parents.2 my sis.
2 my grandparents.dey said dat it wasnt rytee.
coz im hadlin my own bills& food plus givin dem money.
isnt dat wadd my parents supze 2 do.
'well.everytin isnt ryte wen it comes 2 dis family.so wadds de point?'
well i stopped workin@levis a lng tyme ago.
juz received my pay ytd...& im still gettin some more in few wks.
funny u knw.i keep gettin paid evn after i stpd workin 4 dem.
i miss levis.i knw dey luvv me:))
i can still rem all de jeans codes...! 5numbers for de model no,another 5 for de colour code!
try memorizin hundreds of jean's codes....48258-05703.funn rytee?
an example of a lady's jeanns.hw bout de cuttin? slim straight?bootcut?skinny bootcut?straight?skinny?hw bout de curves?
demi curve?slight curve?bold curve?letz nt talk bout de guy's jeans.im in lovee wif levis.
datz y i tk in de effort 2 do all these things.
wonder hw i became de manager's fave in la few wks?hahax!
& de staff alwaes came 2 me wen servin de ladies jeans/or smetimes guys ...juz bcoz dey couldnt find it.
dey juz gotta scream 2 me de 10/11 numbers,& i can tell dem where exactly dat particular jean is & wadd sizes r available.
btw.i gt another great ability.i can tell ur size juz by lookin @ ur waist...w/o evn measurin.
dis was y alot of customers came lkin 4 me.i suprised dem wif all of my abilities:))
im creepy.coz juz by glancin @ u,i can tell ur characteristics,ur abilities frm ur features,all ur clothes sizes..& juz simply,wadd kind of
person u r.
i juz wanna wrk @levis again.no idea if i hv de tyme 2.
i can fold up 2 7 cartons of jeans in few hrs:))zul was suprised.
each carton contains 50 pairs.pinnin de sensors was de only thing i dislike.
& thrwin de cartons afterwards?i gt a secret;) guys do it 4 me evrytyme.
sth de staff is still curious about....de speed of me disposin thse cartons awy.
besides dat,customer service is vry simple.
& i can open up vip easily.
hahax sorry darlins!
i juz fuckin miss levis.

I earn bout 2-3k in a mnth workin 4 levis.
ill earn bout 6k if i were 2 work 4 my dad.
I still can work 4 my other family's generation business.
but y am i still studyin?
coz i wanna beat de crap out of my own dad.

.

itz possible.

& honestly i dnt 1 2 b de odd 1 out.
i gt a fuckin big generation.
evry single 1 owns a business.
evn in australia.
dnt b suprised dat most of de malay restaurants/evn all thse stalls @ banquet
@evry shoppin malls belongs 2 my family's generation.evn sme cafe's.
so really,u tink u knw evrytin bout me?
im sorry.