Had enough of u tryin 2 b nice in1 sec & mean 2 me in de next sec.
GO AHEAD darlins.blame me all u want.accuse me all u want.
ill juz apologize 2 all of u & get over it.
&den u'll make it all de way 2 my hatred list.
Seriously.think.my fault dat he's acting lyke dat?
my fuckin fault 4 still caring?
my fault dat he cried in front of u guys?
4 gawds sake.he can treat me lyke a ragdoll by breakin up wif me evrytyme
he's angry/stress &patch bck wif me anyttyme he feels lyke it....
THEN WADD THE FUCK BOUT ME?AM II SUPZE 2 PUT UP WITH ALL OF THESE?
@ least i dont try 2 mke hym jealous.
@least i dnt posted crap everyday bout de way i feel,all bout de relationship stuff on FB.
I had enough.
@least i move on.
@ least i dnt spam call ppl 24/7
and call their home @ 1/2am juz 2 wake my family up & get dem fuckin piss off.
U 1 me 2 stp smokin.whers de fuckin encouragement?
U gve me all thse notes on hw 2 help sme1 2 stp smkin.
all i read was encouragemnt frm frens.
wadd did i received frm u instead?
"wadds de pt of u quiting?u'll never quit no matter hw hard u try"
u even scolded me after i cut dwn on de sticks.
so seriously,wadds de fuckin point?
might as well smoke all i want rytee.
ure still not gonna stop screamin @ my face.
scold me all u 1.

do u rem last yr wen u 1ce blamed shaz 4 accidently disturbin ur napp tyme?
& hw she cried?
dnt u realized hw other gals flare up evrytime u blame dem?
u Gt a talent 4 hurtin gals 2 the core when ure angry.
and u still expect me 2 put up wif dis?
i kept my mouth shadd 4 a very long tyme.
i protected ur fuckin name for yrs.
owning up for evry single mistake u did in sch & evrytin.
while u acted all miserable & say hw im lyke dis & dat.the things i do.& de reason y our relationship doesnt work out.
i told u nt to call after 10 and did u listen 2 me?
do u evn care if i get beaten up juz bcoz of u?
dont u tink ure selfish?
i really had engh of u.
i had enough prblms 2 handle @ hme.
I had enough of u,ur galfrens hu so called feels.... pity 4 u.ur guy frens.wadsoever.

u knw im goin thru alot of stuff.
seriously.u aint helpin wif anytin
u juz add more prblms.


im sick of everytin.
im runnin a temp again.
thanx 4 givin me heartache evrynite.u & ur frens.
u can drink & punch de walls.
but hell,u knw wadd im fuckin capable of.
dis tyme u cant stp me frm doin things i wanna do.

haiz.wtf's wrg wif my appetite?

Im sick of eatin out.
y cant i juz stay in bed all day longg~
went out wif dad n his 2nd wife juz nw.
nw i gotta go out wif mum.
shoppin ytd was horriblee.
damn tiring.
i gave sme of my pay 2 my parents.2 my sis.
2 my grandparents.dey said dat it wasnt rytee.
coz im hadlin my own bills& food plus givin dem money.
isnt dat wadd my parents supze 2 do.
'well.everytin isnt ryte wen it comes 2 dis family.so wadds de point?'
well i stopped workin@levis a lng tyme ago.
juz received my pay ytd...& im still gettin some more in few wks.
funny u knw.i keep gettin paid evn after i stpd workin 4 dem.
i miss levis.i knw dey luvv me:))
i can still rem all de jeans codes...! 5numbers for de model no,another 5 for de colour code!
try memorizin hundreds of jean's codes....48258-05703.funn rytee?
an example of a lady's jeanns.hw bout de cuttin? slim straight?bootcut?skinny bootcut?straight?skinny?hw bout de curves?
demi curve?slight curve?bold curve?letz nt talk bout de guy's jeans.im in lovee wif levis.
datz y i tk in de effort 2 do all these things.
wonder hw i became de manager's fave in la few wks?hahax!
& de staff alwaes came 2 me wen servin de ladies jeans/or smetimes guys ...juz bcoz dey couldnt find it.
dey juz gotta scream 2 me de 10/11 numbers,& i can tell dem where exactly dat particular jean is & wadd sizes r available.
btw.i gt another great ability.i can tell ur size juz by lookin @ ur waist...w/o evn measurin.
dis was y alot of customers came lkin 4 me.i suprised dem wif all of my abilities:))
im creepy.coz juz by glancin @ u,i can tell ur characteristics,ur abilities frm ur features,all ur clothes sizes..& juz simply,wadd kind of
person u r.
i juz wanna wrk @levis again.no idea if i hv de tyme 2.
i can fold up 2 7 cartons of jeans in few hrs:))zul was suprised.
each carton contains 50 pairs.pinnin de sensors was de only thing i dislike.
& thrwin de cartons afterwards?i gt a secret;) guys do it 4 me evrytyme.
sth de staff is still curious about....de speed of me disposin thse cartons awy.
besides dat,customer service is vry simple.
& i can open up vip easily.
hahax sorry darlins!
i juz fuckin miss levis.

I earn bout 2-3k in a mnth workin 4 levis.
ill earn bout 6k if i were 2 work 4 my dad.
I still can work 4 my other family's generation business.
but y am i still studyin?
coz i wanna beat de crap out of my own dad.

.

itz possible.

& honestly i dnt 1 2 b de odd 1 out.
i gt a fuckin big generation.
evry single 1 owns a business.
evn in australia.
dnt b suprised dat most of de malay restaurants/evn all thse stalls @ banquet
@evry shoppin malls belongs 2 my family's generation.evn sme cafe's.
so really,u tink u knw evrytin bout me?
im sorry.

Dad finally returned home ytd nite.
I hate ppl disturbin my slp.spammin calls btw.
den call my hse fon @ 1/2am in de mornin.
gettin me in2 trouble.
Enough alryte?
its Valentine's day 2day.
Not plannin 2 go anywher.
gotta myt mary ann 2mrw mornin 2 collect my cheque.haiz.
im in love.Itz a new love baby.
Im pretty upset ryte now.wif evry1.wif evrytin.
Im sorry.pretty dissapointed wif evry1 as well.
btw,why do i get jealous soo easily?
why am i suchh a sensitive gal?
U hurt me well.

It huurrts.alot.
but gotta thrw hym awy.
not deservin any of dis.
v's juz commentd on his FB.
great isnt it?
He gve me nitemares ytd.
bout everytin.
i curled up on bed all alone...cryin helplessslllyyy these few days.
wonderin wen will my bdy get bck 2 itz original temp.
of course i dun nid hym.
pretendin 2 loathe some1 dat u love is hard.

Gimme dis & ill b suree 2 fall in luvv wif u.



Only 4o ppl r allwd 2 visit my blog.
datz de max &min.
but ders this 2 FREAKIN GUYS i hv2 keep on invitin(like 1ce a mnth)
idk wadd mkes dem so special
but i still cnt figure out y my invitation keeps on expiring 4 de both of dem.
Jason's de worst.(coz u knw.u cnt stp buggin me wen it comes2 dis!)
Jason & Jackson.
De gay Js'
:D
No offence darlins!

Im coolin down.frm 40'c 2 39'c
was forced 2 tke sme of my sis panadol.yeah those syrup
type instead of tablets form.datz wen everytin went wrg.
my choco sundae was de worst.de choco tasted lyke extreme dark chocolate while de ice cream tasted lyke panadol flavoured
instead of vanilla.de apple pie was 1 of a kind 2.

im really sick of everytin love.
guys r funny.
dey spam my fb messages if i juz ignore their smses.
fb messages...nt comeennntsss...so others wouldnt knw hw desperate deyy r.

i stpd workin.chinese/malay,u gotta try harder 2 get my number.
im nt sme normal...one of those gals out der.
&doesnt mean i serve u means dat IM UR GAL.
IT really pisses me off.
& dat grp of fuckin bitches.yeah u can surround me in de ladies.
dey askd each other.hu dares?
seriously.u dare2 touch my bck....ull go hme seein ur fam dead.
i changed btw.every year.2 a better powerful person.
.
but sme gals...customers,dnt get jealous,2 my suprised.dey actually touched my curves.
it was nice.gettin along wif sme gals w/o complications.
i lyke 2 fool arnd in levis.
once,i decided 2 tryout de greyish black denim miniskirt.Becca forced me juz cuz she wanna c me wearin it.
i gt out of de fittin rm wif every1s attention & great comments.
i had fun:)im glad dat i dnt have bonny legs lyke 99% of de gals out der.
(&dey still hv de fuck2 bitch arnd wif mini bottoms tinkin deyre all dat....honestly,i pity dem.)
u wanna follow de american's style,but take a gd lk @urself 1st.
clean up dat bitchiness/galishness of urs.
i served lotz of frens &evn tchers 2.but im nt de tyme 2 squint my eyes,jump up &dwn wif joy,scream in delight
juz 2 c sme1 in knw.every1 gets a fair treatment.
another crap.im supsed 2 buy de galaxy tab.de embarrasin thing is my grandmum bought it 1st.hooray.great.
i still had sore leg after workin.but hey,rollerbladin was fun ytd!
5hrs straight frm 1 end 2 de other end of east coast couple of times.
only de drinks kept me goin.dad tried 2 show off.he tried on my rollerblades....went arnd 4 10 mins b4 he started complainin dat he's feet were
aching.my roller blades nids extra work 2 move arnd unlike others.as it was created more 4 safety purposes instead of enjoyment/4 ur own comfy.
i wantd2 go 4 @least 7 hrs.but it was aldry dark...nided 2 reached hme by midnight & @
least grab sth 2 eat.most of de tyme i rollerblade arnd
blindly...hopin der isnt any stones/twigs gettin in my way.
i NEED avril cd.oh gawd.2 tired 2 get out.byess!

Why do u guys have 2 complain &brag on bout everytin?

"oh i hv 2 wrk 13 full hrs 2mrw/omg.i gotta travel all the way 2 town watsoever."

especially on FB.

itz lame & useless.

&as if doin dat is gonna help you.

so wadd.

i worked full shift 5 days in a row.

fr 9am to 11/12 due 2 cny(thanx alot)

i never cried/complain bout it.

or like girlish bitches out der.whineeee bout it.

de boss even expected me 2 reach town in 10mins a couple of times.

worst of all,it was a last minute reminder.

so wadd.u juz hv 2 drag ur feet der & get over it ryte.

yeah i do have a lot of hatred for girlish bitches.

hu even laughs @lame jokes.

i still enjoy wrkin in levis.

guys r pretty nice.

a grp pretty badly wanted 2 gimme gd feedbck...but seriously,der aint any feedbck form in levis.

after 3 tries of tellin dem,i gave dem a piece of paper.

hahax.it was ytd.so de paper is still in my bag.

i dnt wanna blog bout de other 2 gangs.

my aim 2day in 3k.2 VIP.wish me luck.